Source: PAN Vol. 1, Nr. 3, 1979
I must have been 14 or 15 at the time of my first sexual encounter with a man of about 30. I enjoyed these experiences. Now, as an adult, I see that earlier period just as a part of my life, a part that belongs to me.
I am now married and have four children. People with this inclination should fit into our society and our society should accept this as natural. But it will be a very long time before this happens.
My earlier contacts of this kind were so upsetting to my parents that, at the time, I always had the feeling that I was doing something wrong. Now I see it as part of a personal experience which I would not like to see removed from my life.