Year

Reports grouped by the year in which the intimate relationship started.

unknown (58)

Unfulfilled need for closeness and tenderness 6 years

coming-out gay police latency period therapy seduction by the boy trauma
Since I was 13, I knew I was attracted to older guys Hal, 13 years

coming-out school teacher abuse
And you know what, I'm grateful for Father Michael Milo, 13 years

age of consent abuse coming-in
I was in no way traumatized Anthony, 14 years

girls death of the man secret
On the farm 11 years

abuse romance inquisition
They made love for hours Stephan, 11 years

abuse alcohol runaway girls
Always looking for someone to go to bed with 13 years

gay rights seduction by the boy abuse
I really liked older men but none would have me Larry, 15 years

injustice judiciary system Consent
I’m still grateful he initiated me in the most loving way Gjalt van Ommen, 15 years

initiation seduction by the boy supression punishment age of consent Martijn
When A Boy Wants A Man Sergio, 10 years

priest confession masturbation altar boy catholic
I felt this was very nice Hong, 12 years

tourism
Report of a victim Chris, 14 years

boy scouts punishment victim authorities police
So he just wanted to have sex. And in a sense, maybe, I guess I lucked out. Aziz, 10 years

coming-out cultural differences
He was very loving and caring 14 years

age of consent prejudice
This man saved my life 11 years

abuse victim neglect studies
He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover 12 years

law teacher love parents
His house was like an oasis Jeff, 13 years

coming-in sleeping seduction by the boy girls
I was free to say 'YES!!!!' Siao, 7 years

liberal upbringing abuse
More than they would like to

politics gay KTW media Kurt Hartmann
The naked play Ambar, 8 years

incest nudity worship
It isn't always bad 14 years

priest monk first time
Camping trip 13 years

camping gay
Loved and in love 14 years

sex education
A family friend 12 years

family married gay curiosity first time
Best sex I’ve ever had 16 years

subway parade
He asked if I had a girlfriend 16 years

neighbor mentor girlfriend identity
He had a real thing for redheads like me 15 years

postman undies redhead friendship
He later felt cheap because it was a stranger 15 years

cinema cheap college
He wanted youth and I wanted age! 16 years

classified conservative public
He was a complete stranger 17 years

stranger vacation
He was like an older brother to me 16 years

coming-out love massage society
I felt a little used 17 years

vacation beach first time family
I knew I was gay before 16 years

book store toilet gay
I met him through friends at the lake 17 years

lake hobbies friends
I practically had to force sex on him 12 years

teacher seduction by the boy secret
I said ‘yes’ so we got off on each other 13 years

brother gay
I was pleased, glad, and scared 13 years

toilet shopping mall society secret
I was thoroughly infatuated with him 14 years

party love school
It was with a stranger 14 years

stranger affection masturbation
No one ever suspected us because he was a drag queen 17 years

military drag queen
Rebellion was my motivation 16 years

neighbor married guilt rebellion friendship
So I let him take the lead... 17 years

neighbor married lead gay
The man was a boy scout leader 14 years

boy scouts masturbation opportunity
We met at a floral shop 17 years

floral shop seduction by the boy first time love
We met at a shopping mall 16 years

stranger shopping mall
We were in love and it was a very affectionate relationship 17 years

love college
We were in same tent 13 years

camping secret
I liked him

hair
I love him and I know that he loves me Darrel, 11 years

bisexual relationship love
The Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me Greg, 12 years

friendship pride
Boxing instructor 8 years

sports boxing
Sex is wonderful in any form George, 11 years

NAMBLA
I was not molested. I was loved and I feel I am better for it. Brian, 13 years

summer camp homesick
It Shouldn't Be a Crime to Make Love Bryan, 12 years

prison parents rape
Turning point 13 years

seduction by the boy love
I knew that I was doing something that I was not supposed to Sander, 11 years

guilt discoveries
The attic and the waiter 7 years

waiter
Sexuality is desirable, or even necessary, at any age

masturbation love seduction by the boy

1980s (25)

A lot of kids would be better off if there were more people like Stan Joe, 10 years

girls own children mentorship gossip
I was incredibly lucky Spike, 15 years

Armut Intellektualität Computer Mentorschaft Schuld
Intergenerational sex saved my life 13 years

religion gay abuse intellectuality coming-in coming-out Consent
For my son, he's the best friend Tobias, 12 years

interview parents vacation jelousy girls school self-confidence half-orphan
I and especially Josef need support 16 years

pen pals sanctions
I find it stupid that these things are punished with jail 13 years

parents playground masturbation sanctions
Love means a lot to me 10 years

parents love boredom
No Way Out 13 years

children's home sanctions discrimination parents foster parents
Violence from the parents, affection from a stranger André, 5 years

violence kisses grandparents moving secret interview
We loved each other as everyone loves Thomas, 11 years

interview brother outsider masturbation secret jealousy girls separation
For The First Time in My Life I Felt Wanted Gabriel, 12 years

hustling priest girls Consent violence
He Makes Me Glad I'm Gay Ed, 14 years

hustling gay parents
I Need My Lovers Tyrone, 15 years

gay school coming-in
It Was Me Who Started It Frank, 13 years

sports girlfriend
Man, What a Feeling! Eric, 9 years

hustling travels married
Thank God for Boy-Lovers Victor, 12 years

hustling violence rape
We Should Be Able to Have the Relationships We Want George, 12 years

hustling conversations
Without guys like Mark, I would probably be dead today Carl, 12 years

alcohol poverty neglect violence adoption society pride initiation
"Air Guitar" Anton, 14 years

sports craving despair
It gave me an advantage over my peers Erik, 13 years

pornography masturbation trust
What I'm doing is very good Wouter, 12 years

Consent intitiative friends parents
He understands me a lot better than my own mother David, 13 years

interview girls gay discrimination secret
To have sex with men? It's not just fun - it's wonderful! Peter, 6 years

hustling girls client drugs
We started with this great kingdom Stefan, 10 years

mother interveiw police jealousy
We were two people in perfect harmony Martin, 13 years

stepfather punishment girls

1960s (10)

I kissed him in the pub Simon, 12 years

hustling poverty parents girls siblings school interview
Björn cannot imagine ever having sex with another man Björn, 11 years

youth work secret jealousy parents girls school seduction by the boy
You have to be careful with relationships Jörg, 7 years

neglect surrogate parents curiosity jealousy
Who is to say that I could not consent to it just because I was 10? Jo, 10 years

teacher intellectuality love abuse Consent
I just could not see the problem 10 years

bike trip love friendship sex education
I was not troubled in the least 13 years

friendship first time
It was not a normal situation 14 years

Consent satisfaction marriage
The initiative always came from me 14 years

seduction by the boy love mentorship
On the right road at last 16 years

first time gay
He knew exactly what he wanted but not how to go about getting it 15 years

uncle seduction by the boy coercion

1970s (9)

Such a Relationship is Very Beneficial Dan, 10 years

friendship travel abuse
Children choose their own relationships various years

parents children's home foster children runaway power secret
For children it is probably very nice to have such a friend Rene, 9 years

coach parents secret
Yes, I'm a pedophile various years

music teacher siblings parents secret transgression
And sometimes I make love with him Thijs, 9 years

nudism school parents mobbing
It's very nice, but I also want to do it with a girl Theo, 13 years

parents permission fear soccer insults
You discover for yourself what's right and what's wrong Gerrit, 12 years

childen's rights parents stigma bullying education girls
I was more in tune with myself after that Keith, 13 years

married love seduction by the boy Consent
Full with desire and love 14 years

love lust desire seduction by the boy camp

1979 (6)

That’s when I realized he was a pedophile Jason, 14 years

getting older religion catholic gay coming-out
Not everything that is punishable is criminal Amanitus, 8 years

punishability gay coming-out
A priest on his knees Augusten Burroughs, 14 years

priest catholic toilet compassion secret
I was not traumatized Dan Savage, 15 years

abuse
After all, I have to live in this society Peter, 9 years

photography sanctions parents pornography
I love you Jerome, 11 years

love boarding school masturbation

1961 (5)

Bastiaan and his gym teacher Bastiaan, 12 years

sports neglect secret death of the man
Under pressure I told my family about what was happening Howard Miller, 11 years

abuse family society gay
A friendship that continues to this day James Dubro, 14 years

parents seduction by the boy pride secret
Looking at the boats Ivo, 13 years

masturbation discovery
I can never say all that I owe to Samuel Guy Hocquenghem, 15 years

intellectuality illness philosophy teacher school

1970 (4)

I never did anything I did not want to do Ivo van Hove, 12 years

teacher catholic boarding school intellectuality injustice
My Life as a Boy William Ireland, 11 years

Verführung durch den Jungen Handwerker Herzschmerz Eltern Verantwortung Verlangen
What I felt I ought to feel was that I was abused Stephen Fry, 13 years

school discrimination abuse therapy interview
He didn’t have to drag me there 15 years

grief death of the man suicide surrogate father

1973 (4)

An overwhelming, beautiful thing Joop, 13 years

love death of the man parents
It's high time that people come to their senses Wim van de Braam, 13 years

vacation
I knew I was gay and I wanted to go out and get laid Scott O'Hara, 12 years

pornography emancipation
Am I the only one? 12 years

gay coming-in CSD gay movement

1982 (4)

One rainy afternoon Victor, 15 years

vacation
I willingly gave myself to him 9 years

alcohol parents violence neglect guilt
I went to see him, simply because I liked him Stephan, 11 years

pornography photography police friendship girls parents
Boys Help Men, Too 12 years

mutuality love

1940s (3)

That was our declaration of love Tadi, 8 years

teacher seduction boarding school priest intellectuality poems
I had a very good time with paedophiles Holger, 13 years

boyscouts war religion interview
A psychological test did not reveal anything remarkable 11 years

Consent pychological test

1948 (3)

All you have to do is talk to people on both sides Samuel, 6 years

Janitor touching gay coming-in Consent
I lusted and instigated more than most William Percy, 14 years

gay masculinity seduction by the boy
He would have approved a similar relationship for his sons Denver, 14 years

crime education

1950 (3)

I thought he was pretty attractive George Takei, 13 years

summer camp camp counselor interview
Maybe the damage was all on his side Richard Dawkins, 9 years

teacher groping death of the man suicidce
A childhood full of curiosity Wolf Vogel, 8 years

post-war soldier playing doctor friendship youth group coach teacher seduction by the boy

1967 (3)

Let's not stage a witch hunt now Josef Haslinger, 12 years

monastery boarding school catholic priest
It's a shame that you can only look back with regret Ted van Lieshout, 11 years

love transgression boy protects man
My gratitude towards him keeps growing with every year Martin, 17 years

vacation intellectuality pen friend first orgasm late bloomer secret divorce masturbation surrogate father separation death of the man

1980 (3)

Jorge Gonzalez admits: First sex with 13 Jorge Gonzalez, 13 years

Cross-Dressing falsches Alter
I knew I was different Chris, 7 years

crime education
My parents found out and prohibited me from seeing him Bill, 13 years

ban parents sanctions Consent

1990 (3)

I was absolutely addicted to cuddling Lukas, 9 years

swimming pool half-orphan alcohol lake girls seduction by the boy death of the man
I felt a lot of guilt because I was supposed to testify in court Jens, 13 years

trauma punishment guilt prison
It built his personality James, 11 years

parents seduction by the boy pride secret

1924 (2)

How did a 5-year-old know? Clarence, 5 years

handyman seduction by the boy
The Private Tutor Heinz, 11 years

guilt teacher intellectuality

1933 (2)

It was my own choice and it felt great Guus, 9 years

cultural differences doctor age of consent
I wanted more! 13 years

war family bedwetting art death of the man guilt

1934 (2)

My First Love and the First Love I Lost Gavin, 10 years

prep-school teacher parents boy protects man separation disappointment
Sex at the candy store Allen Ginsberg, 8 years

candy

1953 (2)

Yours, with all my Love, David xoxoxoxoxo (1,000,000 times) David Hemmings, 12 years

education surrogate father friendship love
He didn't do me any harm Pim Fortuyn, 5 years

politics abuse

1955 (2)

Even then, he had no shame Sylvester, 8 years

singer church gossip
The "Stefan Report" Stefan, 11 years

orphan love intellectuality separation seduction by the boy secret pedo-hunt violence compassion girls gratitude teacher death of the man

1957 (2)

10, 11, 12 in Chicago... Pluto, 10 years

catholic masturbation Consent
Lots of love 10 years

sex education

1960 (2)

I would follow hot-looking men onto the bus John Mitzel, 12 years

seduction by the boy gay movement
We're going to fly, spy Engelchen, 11 years

children's home soldier post-war music

1963 (2)

Do other kids react to it like I did? Frank, 9 years

trauma abuse victim
He took me seriously for who I was Dirkjan, 13 years

love mentorship jealousy psychological problems coming-out

1974 (2)

I used to get him to do risky things Philip, 10 years

seduction by the boy masturbation intellectuality
A Gay Man Speaks Out 12 years

sanktions gay love parents

1975 (2)

You're supposed to call it abus Wim, 10 years

religion abuse gay
I'm the living proof Kurt, 13 years

seduction by the boy grateful

1984 (2)

I was ridiculed by my peers and constantly degraded Johnny, 13 years

police pornography fotography mobbing sanctions
I thought it was against the law to be gay! Jes Harrison, 16 years

gay movement coming-out parents suppression emancipation

1989 (2)

I will miss him immeasurably Wade Robson, 7 years

music Michael Jackson abuse love court case
He felt he had control over the man Dennis, 8 years

siblings seduction by the boy

1990s (2)

Diligent about safe sex Dan, 14 years

upbringing education gay
Bars in front of the window Jonah, 10 years

threat love prison

1995 (2)

Why should we be treated like criminals? Lee, 12 years

gay victim abuse violence mobbing authorities self-determination
Sex is really beautiful with my friend Dennis, 12 years

sports baseball seduction by the boy love

2002 (2)

I've always done what they say you shouldn't do Tommy, 12 years

girls secret parents authorities crime
Until the positive feelings end up being transformed into negative ones Zven, 14 years

intellectuality coming-out seduction by the boy abuse disadvantages

2003 (2)

He was very different from the pedosexuals on the internet Max, 13 years

internet seduction by the boy
He is my dad, boyfriend, best friend, brother, all in one Jesse, 12 years

adoption father school homelessness

1910s (1)

I always looked forward to Wednesday afternoons 7 years

gay girls attic

1916 (1)

The pleasure was mutual Tom, 12 years

school catholic seduction by the boy

1920s (1)

These men were lucky 13 years

Consent Harmfulness

1925 (1)

In memorial to Matt, I offer you my love Harry, 14 years

work adult gay first time self-dependency

1930 (1)

And boy, the fun I had Daniel Carleton, 7 years

cultural differences abuse punishment prison

1930s (1)

Not always bad for boys

catholic priest

1935 (1)

He was overtly hedonistic about sex Ewald, 10 years

masturbation hedonism pychiatry seduction by the boy

1939 (1)

The relationship was quite superficial 13 years

masturbation love seduction by the boy

1942 (1)

A full sexual expression of real feelings Joel Grey, 12 years

theater secret society

1944 (1)

For a lost soldier Jeroen, 12 years

war soldier foster parents separation

1947 (1)

Yard Work Ronald, 14 years

teacher depression

1950s (1)

I always had the feeling that I was doing something wrong 14 years

marriage family parents society

1951 (1)

Today I would be labeled a sexually abused child Martin Seligman, 9 years

bum kisses abuse

1956 (1)

They amused me far more than the average geography teacher Chris Brand, 13 years

boys' choir intellectuality mentorship

1958 (1)

I've known since I was very young that I please homosexuals Gérard Depardieu, 10 years

hustling violence

1964 (1)

Not a victim of abuse 8 years

coming-out Kurt Hartmann

1965 (1)

An industrial representative Burt, 13 years

school masturbation poverty neglect

1966 (1)

He was probably a paedophile! Neil, 9 years

TV gay movement political correctness first time

1969 (1)

News coverage about 'pedophilia' is way too negative Maurits Reijnen, 6 years

precocious letter media parents bedwetting school

1971 (1)

He became a second father figure Christopher, 9 years

mentorship intellectuality poverty surrogate father

1972 (1)

I don't believe that my desire is stronger now Alcide, 11 years

tenderness prank puberty

1978 (1)

Loving Men - An Interview with Mark Moffett Mark Moffett, 13 years

intellectuality seduction by the boy abuse gay age of consent incest independency parents

1985 (1)

In the beginning my mother was shocked Johnny, 12 years

surrogate father police pornography travels parents photography

1986 (1)

I pulled off my little game with him Mark Medlock, 8 years

seduction by the boy swimming pool gay coming-out

1987 (1)

De la Boca Chiquito Luis Miguelito, 11 years

hustling poverty school gay Argentina

1988 (1)

Yes, do it John, 8 years

secret Consent

1991 (1)

I Don't Understand Why This Is Not Allowed Serge, 12 years

secret parents love surrogate parents

1994 (1)

Sexual Abuse from a Victim John Tate, 7 years

abuse grandfather society psychological problems victim

1997 (1)

It seemed very natural John, 13 years

interview power death of the man neglect greece intellectuality

2004 (1)

I am not a victim. I was a willing participant. 15 years

victim military teacher school

2006 (1)

He is stating that he was not raped 13 years

internet Consent police vigilance

2008 (1)

Opinion of a victim 12 years

secret school coming-out therapy victim separation

60er (1)

It was a wonderful time Hans, 9 years

love secret pocket money abuse